So much to share…

“Where art thou?”

I asked God recently. After coming back from Eindhoven, life is not really picking up.. Other than struggling with projects in school, i had nothing much to look forward to.. i guess it was my expectations and ambitions, i wanted myself to do well, but i get disappointed when things dun go my way..

I am an ambitious person, and i always wanted to excel in life. In my three and half years as an ID student, I always wanted to win something and make a name for myself, to glorify God and be a lampstand for Him.. However, things did not turn out this way, and i did not achieve much… i was thinking this is my last year already, and still my two projects did not work out fine… im afraid that this could be my last chance of glory…

Maybe i am too impatient.. and God is telling me to wait.. my time has not come.. I wanted so much of success that I even broke down and cried of injustice… all my effort put into this line.. Haiz.. since then i have recovered..

After that major breakdown, its a miracle that the very next day, our class had our own prayer meeting and sharing session! Even though i was drained and downhearted, i still came.. i cant even see myself breaking through, let alone encourage my fellow classmates.. i believe God is swift to encounter me again.. He is not early, but never late… After seeing the heartaches of some of my classmates, i feel that my own problems are no big deal.. i got encouraged by them as well… Hey thanks guys…

Recently, i also established myself in my ministry again.. Ministry of the Terminally Ill.. To serve people who are in their last days and making them go through their lives in love and peace… my leaders were pleased to see me back and i had visions to re-establish myself to be one of the core helpers again.. Thank God i can serve once again… :)

Im really excited in the next few weeks because my concepts will be germinating soon… and very soon i will sharing over the next posts.. prepare yourselves!

Dan